Sitting here, listening to some music in the background..reclining back in my chair wondering, thinking: What is love? A feeling, an emotion? just a word?, why do people need to feel it? Is it because of the infatuation part of it?or because we need to be needed and love is a great way to let someone know that. You see I thought i knew love, and I thought it knew me. I got mad at someone for atleast a week, a loved one, and didnt care or atleast made myself believe that i didnt care. Then all of sudden it was like i needed them like a breath of fresh air. Like i couldnt breathe without them. But things could not be repaired, oh i dont mean there’s no love there, cause there is but, i mean we couldnt be together in the end. I had no emotion when i discovered we couldnt be together but like a hour after i learned it, i wanted to crawl in a corner and cry. Wondering what the hell just happened and why am i not happy? I thought love was supposed to make me happy? Part of me wants to try harder, part of me wants to let everything go. Part of me wants to just go ahead and be with Allan, Part of me wants to just cut everyone i know off and just keep to myself. Im confused, I finally decided what i want and stop 2nd-guessing about everything and try to make someone work, when i cant be with that person. So my question is What is love? an emotion? just a word?, why do people need to feel it? Is it because of the infatuation part of it?or because we need to be needed and love is a great way to let someone know that. Well? What is love? I wonder……..
11June
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