Sugary Kisses!

Man let me tell yall what my boo did..yesterday he sent me a huge stuffed animal and today..he knows them times of the month i need my chocolate, so he sent me ALOT of it.in the mail..i was like “awwww” he pays attention ….he shocked me lol….I love him with all my heart.

Sorry for the lack of updates but i been busy, project be due week 9 and trying to work with my clients and do projects aint easy, i dont see how single mothers do it, go to school and work and then go home and care for the kids, im spoiled and got no kids and i still be tired. Anyway my baby coming down friday..AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW ok lemme finish talking to him..PEACE…But yes im still alive.

Ok i was at work from 8:00am til 6:50pm, trying to close these loans and contact clients, but you see i had a hard day & i was FRUSTRATED WHEN I CAM HOME, NOW LET ME TELL U WHAT MY SWEETHEART DID,lol i come home & my brother was on his way home so im about to get in the shower, then i hear my brother knocking so i open the door and he’s standing there with THESE ARE THEM::: AINT THEY PRETTY and ITS “TWO”
WHAT HAPPENED WAS MY BABY CALLED MY BROTHER SO HE COULD BE ON THE LOOKOUT FOR THEM AND MY BROTHER WAS HAPPY TO DO SO, SWEETHEART I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU AGAIN YOU ARE MY HEART AND WE ARE SOOO MUCH ALIKE. OK MY FOOD HERE GOTTA GO

im happy i didnt have to go into the office today, so i got up and went to the bank and went to get a oil change for tha SUV and while afterwards i was driving and a friggin white spider was crawling on my door window i freaked out in the middle of driving hitting the spider with a empty water bottle man i went insane LOL..then i went to the Gap and got some stuff and then my brother wanted to workout today so im back and im so fuckin TIRED. And i got class tonite. Geez and my brother think he might have found us a spot to move to a high-rise, 2brd 2bath, and u know chicago got some high ass prices lol. But ill move i just need a change of scenery although i will miss my hard-wood floors but i get to have PETS in the new place so YAY! lol i told my sweetie cause he about to move also i told him to get a place that accepts dogs cause mine will be at his place and i will see my pup when i visit it on the weekends. Of course i told him to be with me he MUST get me a pooch lol. he talking bout a baby Roc, i DONT THINK SO lol but anyway he coming back down so i get to see him again and also give him his suprise since i didnt give it to him last time. Last night i knew i was tired cause i got 10pm and ate and went STR8 to bed and me and my guy was on the phone fighting our sleep lol til i made him go to bed but we was TIRED.
Man im excited about how many requests i’ve been getting about Shygurl-productionz im ecstatic. People wonder why i named it Shygurl, well people judge me because im quiet around people that i dont know and people think im SHY and so i’ve been classified as one but im far from it. I got the type of personality that will sit back and let you do ALLLL the talking, meanwhile im taking note, doesnt mean im shy just…..observant. BELIEVE ME and when times come, i will make use of what info i have gathered, meaning, if u piss me off, I WILL HIT ALL YOUR BUTTONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and will still be able to sleep at night and not give a fuck in the morning, this trait scared my ex-fiancee lol cause i’d be like” ok well since u wanna be like that, lets just break up fuck it” lol and try to drop him off somewhere lol. He was like” see u dont care about me, u give up easily” Nah i dont, but i just know how to handle my emotions and i know what need to be and what need not to be. But anyway i done started preaching.
Man i looked at some people’s site and they claim they GOT THE BOMB SITES, look like Str8 GARBAGE. but some sites i like is Chanelcheeks.com, or extrasmooth.net , now those girls got talent.
ok now one of my Favorite Songs is TAMAR BRAXTON: Once AgainHere are the lyrics:

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Man what a day im sooooo tired right now. I did a new main page layout, got sick of the hally berry one. Im an artiste lol. Now im working on my sweetie’s page so look for it in “MY CREATIONS”. not much to talk about today just the usual day.

MAn i just got home from tha office from 7am to 7pm SMH..OK…and why i check my site and that HOMO HASSAN (ROFL) writing on my tagboard about him sucking dick…”HASSAN NO ONE CARES SERIOUSLY & PLEASE…PISS OFF lol, IF U DONT LIKE WHAT I PUT ON MY SITE, THEN DONT LOOK AT IT!!!!” GEEZ get a life damn…its been too long now smh what r u pathetic? i think you are cause u keep posting shit like u cant get over it now stop acting “bitch-made” & locate your balls and go holla at some gal geeeez…THANKS AGAIN FOR MAKING EVERYTHING SO MUCH EASIER SMH…LOL but ANYWAY…that will be the last time i mention that name on this site.AHHHH BACK TO MY COMFORT ZONE…Ok so i had to process some loans today and had to setup a few closings and speak with some clients and im tired. My poohbear coming down again YAYYYYYYY. lol i luv me some hime. But anyway he should be coming down the end of this month (hopefully with my crazy schedule). Right now my brother about to do some homework on here so im gonna let him sign on and then imma gonna call my poohbear. Aight

Ok i got in from the office about 45 minutes ago and finished my lunch just now, soon i will be heading for class to take a test. LOL@ me & my sweety talking to each other from our office phones, getting nothing accomplished. AND BOO NO Matter what u say “YOU CUT THAT TV OFF FRIDAY NITE NOT ME LMAOOOOOO” (inside joke) …ok well what happened and this IS WHAT HAPPENED….Friday my sweety was here right..so when we was in the hotel room..AND FULL OFF HENNESSY..we was kissing right and all of a sudden the tv shut off….and after everything was said and done…we was like” who cut the tv of?” lol and he like” you did thea” im like ” I wasnt near the remote” lol so i told him” no you cut it off” lol…he like “No u did case closed” lmaoooo… So hon..IT WAS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!NOW THE CASE IS CLOSED LOLLLLLL im so silly. I know imma get a phone call about this journal entry lmao thats ok i still love my poohbear….Right now im adding music to my mp3 player…Last night i was going to leave class early but i decided to stay, this marketing 440 class is hard as hell..!! man then next quarter (my last quarter) we got that 50 page paper to do…Geez…make me want to cry just thinking about it. Man i get in and out of relationships fast and i notice this..but i cant help it if i feel like i want to be with that person then why wait longer? I can tell im not meant to be alone cause i love to love and going thru the motions. Man and let me clarify something loving someone and being in love with someone are two different things…..if i never called you and u always called me I WASNT IN LOVE, but maybe have loved that person but i know one thing i NEVER beg to be anyones girlfriend..if it happens it does if not then oh well…had to clarify that cause idiot thinks i was begging to be with him but like i said IF I NEVER CALLED U!! & U ALWAYS CALLED ME, there ya go do i need to say anymore? lol just had to clarify that cause just didnt make any sense to me. Did yall know ipod is now for windows and mac and the 10000 songs it plays it makes me want to take my mp3 player back and get that cause it cost the same thing…SMH@sony high priced asses. I just got the adobe photoshop 7, yea its the 600 program….so im eager to playing around with it since i’ve pretty mastered paintshop program 7. , oh my god this song just came on my rhapsody player…TAMIA-you put a move on my heart…DAMN i remember this song…that girl can SANG! lol. Man lately i been really missing my mother and i love it when people say “you look just like april” lol im like yayyy. Or my dad saying “girl u cant get mean just like your momma” lol im like good. i rememeber for my lit class we had to write something that meant alot to us and i wrote a letter to my mother man i let it all out..the room was silent and all & a couple of peeps was crying. i was like WHOA. But anyway there some sentiments for ya lol. Ok now..back to the other shiznit..oh i got some advice…my black people if u around some white people and they sayig “for shizzle my nizzle” 9 times out of 10″ they dont know what they saying cause they sayin Nigga lol. Just heads up….lol. i noticed it especially on tv…
Ok now someone asked me what was my greatest memory of my sweety visiting i said well the whole time but if i had to choose its between two..1) when we was kissing for like a hour and 2)when i wasnt feeling well one nite..we fell asleep and i went to sleep on his chest…i dont know what it was but it just something about how we slept it was special…..ok i get ready to go bye

Oh my goodness im dying LAUGHING over here…THE STALKER STRIKES AGAIN…WHY THAT UGLY FOOL READ MY JOURNAL ENTRY AND BLEW UP MY TAGBOARD SAYING SOMETHING ABOUT HOW UGLY HE IS OR WAS ,I DONT KNOW I JUST SAW THE SCREENAME AND DELETED IT. this is really pathetic seriously though dude get over it…I AM …..folks too bitch-made nowadays smh lol damn shame. anyhoo…im bout to finish up this guys site and call my baby….”BABY I LOVE YOU FUGG THE HATERZ” Me & u AGAINST THE WORLD” oh yea…me and my guy took pics together but they came out hella dark except the one with this tall butt by himself. SMH..so we gonna do it again…AND 7th week in the quarter…>WAHOO!!!! LOL yea im goofy LOL

Ok now as yall know my sweety visited me this past weekend. So i picked him up from the airport @ (9:40 pm)and he took me to olive garden..then i took him to his room. Then the next day we got up and went to breakfast, then i took him navy pier downtown and we chilled, MAN US TWO, we couldnt keep our hands to ourselves. WHEW. Then we went to the room earlier than expected and he ordered us some room service. The next morning he took me to IHOP and then we came to my crib where he met my brother and i cooked him dinner. Then went back to the room cause his flight was for monday at 6am. We was all over each other all week,lol & when he was at my house i let him get on my pc while i was cooking his dinner. So i came in the living room with him and he was watch “sanford and son” so he looks at me and mind u he’s sitting in my chair right so i sit on his lap but im facing his face…lol itwas funny i looked like a child sittin on his lap cause brotha is 6′3 and I WORE MY BOOTS AND HE WAS STILL TALLER! lol thats what im talking about. He kept callling me “juicy” lol im like ok …
ON ANOTHER NOTE

ok now yall know i got a semi-stalker lol, remember the guy my friends pretty much called ugly in my last journal entry and he called me fat lol…smh thats still funny. But yea he gonna email me like thea u dropped me for him…im like dude what is wrong with you, why are u emailing me….can we say “STALKER POTENTIAL” he has nothing better to do than to be ALL UP ON MY SITE and checking my journal entries, seriously we have nothing to talk about so please stop bugging me. If he was was over me as he say or played Me lmaoooo, then why the fuck is he writing me i mean DAMN MOVE ON!!!! all these broads on aol he fuggs with me. SMH. He was trying to be real nasty in a letter he wrote to me, i mean even went to name calling and i didnt trip cause i knew it wasnt true, but he damn near a 40 yr old man calling out names like he in the 3rd grade, and claim his IQ is so high, but his dumb ass believed me when i told him my journal entries be fake cause he gonna call me crying about a journal entry about ALLAN and im thinking”i havent spoke to u in 2-3 monthsand besides IM NOT WITH YOU” SO I TOLD HIM IT WAS a fake entry, DO U KNOW THIS DUMBASS BELIEVED ME..NOW I READ MY SHIT AND sound a little ditzy but true lol & . This fool then gonna tell me that he tried to holla at one of my aol associates to make me jealous BUT THAT SHIT DIDNT WORK…I GOTTA BE IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE FOR THAT STUFF TO WORK..i didnt care hell i kinda hoped he wanted her cause i was NEVER in love with him..
Now i wouldnt have blasted him if he had left me alone but he gonna write me and say that he look better than my man and calling MY MAN a “CREAM PUFF” (WhatTheFuck IS THAT LOL)…MAN IM LIKE WHAT MIRROR ARE YOU LOOKING AT CAUSE MY SWEETY IS HELLA SEXY ESPECIALLY IN PERSON. AND HE Aint touching him with 4 yard sticks lol… and whoever told him he was cute LIED. NOW I LET THAT CRAZY EMAIL HE WROTE ABOUT ME CALLING ME ALL NAMES WHEN I DID NOTHING TO HIM, I LET THAT GO but LIKE A OLD FRIEND SAID”im only giving out so many free passes” then its over. SO HASSAN STOP EMAILING ME U PYSCHO! GEEEEEZ LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO i feel better now.

oh yall didnt think i could snap eh?lol