Sugary Kisses!

I finally finished my website …SHYGURL-PRODUCTIONZ.com and its going GREAT! But Lately i been busy as hell, dealing with class and Kendrick, and church now, and closings, and processing mortgages. AND THANK U SO MUCH KENDRICK..YOU ARE TRUELY SOMETHING SPECIAL BOO! & I ENJOY ALL THAT YOU DO FOR ME AND THANK GOD YOUR BACK IN MY LIFE … Um Let me see, but yea i finally finished my website and im all geeked about it. P.s. HATERS Stop thinking so damn negatively, that SOOOOO is not cute!!!! at all!!!. Oh and to give a shoutout to Komsic and Copacetic, WASSUP GURLs!!!!!! This past weekend was soooo busy ive been having a hard to time scheduling events for myself. Um..yea lately i’ve been re-organizing my life though, taking all the unnecessary people out of it and also calming my soul. Its a trip but it has to be done. And the most adult people can act SO CHILDISH..SMH. But anyways Im so happy that i am where i am right now and have the people that i love in my life because i dont know what i would be doing with out their positivity and great influences. Oh and Ken (Hoping you can read this shit from a yahoo account) Can’t wait to see you hon and also you win the bet lmaoooooooo i will do that for ya lol…NOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooo…See ya soon love…

Peace out Journal

I got my hair done..yay lol..Um smh@ this shit..Kendrick of course called me to tell me he knew he couldnt come and before i could tell him that i was coming to him, he told me he coming up the same weekend i was going to him.lol…so i guess i will have company after all. oh yea i was supposed to put his graduate pic up..i will on my last page um lemme see what else is new….im sore from the gym, I need a massage and im horny …NUFF SAID goodnite

Well i was supposed to have company this weekend but shit came up but im going to visit him. So back to my hometown MEMPHIS and see him..its been 3 years since i seen my high school sweetheart. He sent me his graduate picture and damn some men grow nicely into age. I’ll post the picture up but remember its a graduation picture…So yall can see who my “future baby” daddy will be lol J/k! But nah its a trip how we got back in touch but he still misses me. I remember when i broke up with him..man was he sad…He was a damn good man too ..SMH@my ex fiance THAT LOSER!..lol compared to him yea he is a loser..But yea his name is Kendrick and we were each other first loves….I mean Roses and the whole nine he always did for me. Man i remember those days..go out on dates and he’s have suprises for me..always wanted me to meet his family. We will see what happens. Just got in from class and im chillin out and watching all in the family. Ok nothing new to talk about so BAH BYE!!!!!!!

Man, I hate Statistics class, but uh my teachers this quarter are cool. Just came from picking my bro up from school so im chillig now. I decided im not going to jump into anything. Im tired of jumping in and out and in and out of relationship so i think im just going to give it a rest. I’ve had a couple of um…proposals in that area but everthing moves too fast and i dont want regret anything so im gonna chill out on that for a WHILE! What else is knew? UM..next week will be a busy week and i gotta get mentally prepared for it because its school and work like for real. Also gotta go to a couple of closings and also look at some more properties. So Big whoop right? Hey beats sittin in the crib. LOL. Ok nothing else i wanna make public

Man today was my 3rd class..Principles of Finance. Man it wasnt as bad as i thought. And the teacher real good..Then me and my brother went out for dinner..and i had a glass of wine..So you know ya girl sittin here buzzin lol. Damn it is true, women can get fucked up off a glass of wine. LOL.

Man i been working like crazy this week. SMH@ME CALLIN MY FRIENDS HOMES AND TELLING THEM THEY IN FORECLOSURE. LMAO they got scurred. But anyway im ready to take a trip somewhere out of town, i need to get away. Did i mention that ALLAN got me another purse, supposeably to replace that fake ass gucci, except this time his ass got slicker and gave me a knock off louis vuitton!!! but it looked like the real thing, the logo was on the outside and all, so when i found out, i called him, cussed him out and told him to lose my number and also to come get this bullshit before i light it on fire and toss it in the street…smh@this shit..ANYWAY HOW LAME. Im done with his ass, lie to much. But anyway i need to go out of town and get away from these lames out here.

Now back on that single road. I went to the gym around 1pm and ya girl was looking good i had on some shorts today in there and a white t-shirt, why do gym men always holla?, why not negros out and about somewhere?, seem like those are the only guys that really try to holla, other than the internet guys but BOOOOOOOOOOO to that. But this dude i met in the gym today is a tab bit shorter than me to that, but he’s a cancer lmaoooo, wow, im thinking this might be interesting. He was looking at me the whole time i was in there, But It was funny how he came up to me, I was on the leg press machine yanno working these yams out and he said ” one question, do u date guys shorter than you” lol. im like ;-/ um and the word yes came out. Im like noooooooooo i didnt just say that cause i dont. But like me and him and another older guy got in a big conversating bout men and women, and they was asking me about myself like” married? single?kids?are u materialistic? do he gotta have a stack of dough for u to talk to him? Of course me being me i was like nah im a sweet person and he ain gotta be no damn baller but gotta have goals and the dude that asked me the short guy question ran to go get a pen and paper and was like “whats your number cause i been checking u out since you in here” lol im like whoaaaa lol. But i did more talking than working out..smh@social scene. We will see and why do god make SHORT MEN! AHHH lol. He was real cool, and look wise he was buff and cute about my complexion im just looking at his height like”where the rest of u brah?”lol Man..we will see.lol.
Man i got work work work to do so im going over my uncles house and hope to god i dont see or hear from allan today. SMH@that lame negro..
Ok why we broke up ok he got my gift a few days late after my b-day and remember for his b-day i got him a t-mobile sidekick which run about $250, so i was like for mine u gotta get me a gucci bag. And he understood that, and im like if u cant do it dont worry about it, but he so cocky when it comes to money like he running everything and like he got all this and on, why the HELL THIS Negro gonna get me fake gucci bag and tell me its real. Now im not a superficial person but he lies about shit he got or bought when i find out someone else bought it or he aint got it like that. I dont like a liar, if he told me he didnt have it i’d been like ok cool , but when u act like u a baller and ACTING SOOOOO DAMN COCKY about the shit, and U LIE LIE LIE about it, i dont like liars. Man ok the bag was small and it had the Gucci Sig on the outside but the bag was made in fucking china,lol. Im like wait they made in Italy, and i looked at the G’s Signature on the bag and they was poorly done, some were bigger than the others one.
So im like “allan for future references gucci ain made in china.”
He says” i got it from mall”
im like”gucci ain in no mall, only downtown chicago store or in nordstroms downtown, not in no mall”,
So he go hangs up and like i got the store on on the other end of the phone. ALL awhile he coming up with new and new lies.
Im like “dont lie, just be real with me.”
He says” Im upset i spent all that money on a fake bag”
im like” that purse worth no more than 30 dollars u telling me u spent least 250 on that and didnt know?”
i said “if that was the case you could sue the store”
he like” nah nah i just didnt know”
im like”STOP lying stfu” So he like gimmie the bag back and ill take it back i didnt know, HE LIES ABOUT LIL shit so im like whatever just dont lie, cause u insulting my intelligence. Then gonna say he called the store and they apologized for it and gonna give him a refund ,im like MAN WHEN WILL THE LIES STOP?. LoL but i cant stand a liar, and i dont believe that he was so dumb that he didnt know he was buying a 30 dollar purse for 250 dollars, gonna say it was a authentic store, and that they a chain of gucci,so i called GUCCI downtown and they like no we the only store. So then he say yea he called gucci and they are not. SMH.
“Thea
im not tryin to pull wool over your eyes, i mean it ain like i ain got the fuggin money” WHAT EVER ALLAN is what i said, u tried to get over, cause he know damn well that it was real he got real gucci, so im like u know it comes it a big box and the purse would have a serial number, whats wrong wth you? So now he’s a potential stalker. SMMFH @ THIS SHIT. Im like dont even worry about my gift . And i caught him in lies before so i know he capable i just dont believe he that fuggin stupid even my brother was like why would he do that? So i just backed away from him cause he ain a real nigga, and i need someone real. My brother was like
“Thea dont even fuck with him no more cause i know allan, and he tried to do that, he like “u a sweet girl u dont deserve anyone who gonna try to get over on you like that” So that whats up with me and him. I got really turned off at that but his potiential as a stalker made me really not want him, so i broke up with him..smh@38 calls and 15 voicemails. and sittin outside my house…oh hell no.lol…THATS MY LIFE IN A NUTSHELL