Sugary Kisses!

Man….SMH..ok this is what happened today. I seen my friend like twice today, earlier for his gift then he came back and everytime he leaves, he calles me within 10 min to talk to me again.. today he called me like 6 times after the visit…then he calles again and says “I Love YOu” , so i said “huh” , he said “you heard me thea”, my jaw dropped….then he calles twice after the 2nd visit on his way home..My best friend, do you cross that line. I think im falling for him and this is so sudden. I look at him differently now. I mean man…I dont know what to do. He tries to get in time with me everyday…Like he dont want me to have the chance to meet someone else. SMH….I mean he’s 25 6′ft…cute as hell…stocky build .a boxer…and my best friend, so i couldnt ask for nothing more..but damn..why the hell did i tell him i became single..lol..damn! i wouldnt have to deal with this now. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! now i gotta see him tommorrow…do this negro ever get sick of me…geeez!!!..I will report back tommorrow with more juicy details about what happened after seeing him.

what did i tell ya, i knew i was gonna get home at 2 am from seeing my friend..smh, man i was shocked too cause i went to go kick it with him and he had a pink rose for me, i was shocked…Full of suprises. But yea it was cool to chill with him and everythang!..lately he been trying to take up my time.. i dont know if its to get closer to me and spend more time but he been tryin to see me on a regular basis. We will see…what happens. Why soon as i came home my brother gonna holla “YOU SOMETHING LIKE A PIMP” lol.IM like nigga go to bed,lol. Well since today is his birthday gotta do something for my friend. I might not be home today, running around and stuff. I missed bein single and having freedom to do what the hell i want to do, whenever. BAH BYE!!!!

Man…well im on my way to my friend Allan’s job, to chill with him since he be bored.Smh@playing golf in a office.lol…poor thang…Imma go chill with his little cute self, and prolly wont be back til 3 am. He takes up alot of time lol…geez…Oh i get to teach my cousins dance moves for a talent show, this will let me shine since i love to dance. It’s gonna be TIGHT!..anyways lemme get outta here for this negro blow my phone up.

Well im not going to class today, tornado watch and thats enough for me to stay my black ass home. Why is it soon as u single everyone come out the works saying they always liked you? Im like where the hell did this come from?lol. My friend told me he think he falling in love with me, 3 days later after i tell him im single this negro says this shit.SMH.Im like you got a girl, he says “the heart wants what the heart wants.” Im thinking: “you cute as hell” but i dont want to break that bond of friendship, we too good as friends. SMH man…. why negros gotta fugg up a good thang,lol. Well..lemme see what..I cant wait til i turn 22 cause im bout tired of 21. I told my friend for his b-day ill get him a t-mobile sidekick, if he get me a Gucci Bag with matchin hat..so we will see what this negro taste look like.

man why the hell my brother wake me up at 7:45am.. I couldn’t go back to sleep for nothing so I got up and made some pancakes and showered and went to the gap,lol. no use of wasting precious lounging around. Now i picked my brother up from class…ewww@saturday classes.. and now im waitin on my dad to come pick us up for out saturday meal and hangout. Last time we went to dave and busters and i was on the virtual boxing game burning 400 calories. TALK ABOUT SORE!, ITS BEAUTIFUL DAY..Im thinking later on about going to the club. i havent been and i love looking at white people dance.lol. man its entertaining. lol anyway i still havent’ eaten any meat. YAY FOR THEA!!!!. 5th day and goin strong and dont think i haven’t been tempted but mind over matter i did it. Anyway..It weird being single all over again, but do to certain situations i am. I think i’m destined to be single cause i can’t seem to make my shit work out.Maybe cause of my crazy ass or maybe im too young to settle down. WHO KNOWS RIGHT?

Man, im so tired of school..then i gotta go back to get my master degree….smh..gonna be a long ride. Lemme see whats new? I gave up meat..um..still got a man..lol..um…lotta projects due…birthday coming up (june 30)um…and thats about it..maybe in the morning time i’ll say more interesting things..right now im tired.

Ok this week has been great so far…I just found out at my college, who’s dress code policy is “dressin up” we get to wear jeans.WAHOO!!!.lol, i got sick of dress pants 4 days out the week man..and also i’m goin on this trip to Louisiana that im excited about man…..so so far i got good news to give…my ghetto stylist finally did my hair the way i liked it lol geez…yall just dont know..its hard to ask a ghetto stylist to get it flat ironed and u end up with some cornroll shit on the top of your head with waterfalls…SMH..LOL

Well today i started a new set of classes, And NONE OF MY GURLS ARE IN MY MONDAY CLASS!, imma miss dem heffas lol. but anyways, im chilling for i go to school, watchin ricki lake and uploading music codes. Why is ricki lake so messy..you notice some of them smart ass comments she makes.lol. i wouldnt be going!